I love being reminded of how much I cost. All the doctors appointments, medications, tests, it all adds up and being chronically ill you are aware of the cost at all times. In the back of my mind it is a constant murmur. Being reminded of how much I cost makes my depression tailspin into a very dark place. With depression comes lack of responsibility and motivation making my chronic illnesses become worse costing more money. It’s a never ending cycle.
